My baby sister has inspired me to start this blog by reading hers.
I figured this was the perfect spot to get things off my chest.
For 11 years I have been trying without success to conceive.. The doctors have found nothing wrong.. Go Figure.
I have two sister that are fertile myrtles, all they have to do is think about having sex and they get pregnant. Then of course there's me.. Month after month nothing.. I ask myself every month WHY? What reason could there possibly be. I have spent the past 11 years raising my husbands children from his first marriage, when will it be my turn to raise my own.
It breaks my heart every time I hear about someone else I know getting pregnant. Lately it seems like every time I hear about someone getting pregnant, its either someone that either they are too young or they weren't even trying and didn't even want children, and I think what the hell. What's wrong with me. I don't really share this with anyone in my family cause they all say the same when you stop trying is when it will happen, well I say bullshit to that. I have been trying without really trying for 11 years. I don't take the pill haven't for all these years. I don't count days or any of that stuff. I just have sex whenever and hope Fred doesn't show up. So whats the problem I wonder month after month...
Now my youngest sister is sort of having the same problem, well sort of. I feel for her as I feel for myself its not fair and I want answers. That I am afraid I will never get. :(
