Waiting On A Long Shot

Ok, so once again its that time of the month and I am waiting and praying that this will be the month. Every month I go through the same thing the endless waiting. I check to see if I conceive this month what sex baby would I have. Not that it really matters but, I do it anyway. I did it for the next 6 months and wonder could that possibly be right. Every other month it was a girl. I don't think I believe that. Anyway, I am waiting once again and the only sign I have are tender bewbies but, once again that could be fred. Since it is apparent that this is a sign for me.